whatever!
com….meh? i don’t really know myself… ehehehehe no really, no kidding…. hahahahhahaha 
….okay, so let’s start everything with my early life… (if i ever got one! hahaha)… i admit, i used to be a brat… i always wanted to get what i want… but that used to be the case… until some things happened… things and events that i never thought (even in dreams) would ever happen… it made me realize alot of things… real deep things… and believe it or not, i’m glad about it coming our way.. ’cause had it been otherwise…. i might be worser than i was before… okay, don’t get me wrong… i wasn’t really brat "BRAT"… i mean, yeah i was a spoiled brat but i was a good one… ehehehehe Lolz*** i was a good kid alright… ehehehe but i don’t want anyone messing me up or anything….. and i used to be MATERIALISTIC… in a kid kinda way.. like if i want rollerblades…. i have to get it no matter what… i was kinda… demanding in a way… but i’ve changed… alot… really.. i may be a mess sometimes… especially at school c0z i wasn’t really paying much attention to it before… but…. i know better now… hehehehe
….emotions… yeah i cry… but… it takes alot to make me cry… hehehe and i usually break down when i’m really really mad… as in super MAD! and it takes alot too to annoy me… and eventually make me mad… people close to me knows this… right? if you’re one of them that is… and when i’m mad… i’m on separate poles… it’s either i let out everything… or take everything to myself… and never talk to that SOMEBODY whom i’m mad with for as long as i can hold back everything….
….but yeah, i’ve cried over 2 movies… armageddon and… i dunno… i watched this movie from the CINEMAX one lame afternoon and it was about an irish family that lived in the early of 1900s and about an American family in the late 1900s.. twas much more about reincarnation and family… it really touched me from within.. and i never expected such a story would actually make me cry…
anywayz, guess i’m much into senti… hahaha i’m sentimental… but i hate mushy stuffs… hehehe i don’t really know how to let out my emotions… or to express myself… i can just paint what i think… hahahaha lolz***
anyhow…i guess that’s all about me….. all i have to say… all that i can tell about me… hehhehe LOLz*** oh yeah maybe i can describe myself with this: simple, shy, strong, good friend…a pretty fine daughter (hahaha only my ‘rents can oppose to that)…just fine enough to get them by…hehehe and a not-so-good but okay sis (right rex? though we often fight bro, y’know i’ve always loved you… and i always will till my last breath… you and the rest of the fam…. though there are really times when i wished i never had a brother… you can always count to that idea that i’ll always be around no matter what… even though geographically i’m far away from home… you can always tell me anything… okay?)…. a nice cousin… hahah yeah, that i can daresay… heheheeh mizz ya’ll! i’ll meet ya’ll when i get home…. in 3 months… more or less…
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